Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Always in my Mind


So i was listening to the radio hoping that i could find some music that will help me continue these classes. however, i dont like my generations music so i went through my CD's and found my IDDLYWILD CD (: i was so excited i put it in and a Flood of memories came in.

i had the blessed opportunity to work the bill schlitt and robin sharp (:


they are truly amazingggggggg guys, and have such patience with a girl who had always had trouble learning music at times.
they were always readyy to lend a hand at any moment, im so blesssed i took private lessons with bill for a while and got to work with robin at iddlywild.



Robin was there really for me the most when i had to go through my emotional trials. my piano teacher of 10 years was in her final days and i couldn't help but not think of her. Robin was there saying that she would be proud of me for taking my music as far as im taking it and even prouder when i grow stronger and musically stronger. He was there for me late into the late helping me get my bongo or Timpani part down after listening to the recording over and over and overr until i got it. On the day of the performance he gave me the "i love you" hand sign and i was motivated. i said this is it, this is what ive been working for Rita and as a result for Robin as well. He grew to be a very fond friend of mine that i'll never forget in my entire life. When i called him up that my teacher Rita Kostabi had passed away he was there supportig me and encouraging me keeping my head up high for the world hasn't stopped. I called him up with i was going through my major depression due to the medical illness i have and he was there worrying about me, i've never loved and had such compassion for a instructor and friend that was there for me music and personal wise. He isn't just a instructor, but a friend that I will always keep in the back of my mind when i am playing that Timpani part or any percussion part.
Thank you Robin Sharp for EVERYTHING. literally. (:

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Working Slowly


This thing is making me feel life is slower..too slowly.

i dont like it at all, no sir not at all

always,
mags

Monday, August 2, 2010

Sorry


My dad said sorry, i was just in the wrong place at the wrong time.

i really love my father <3 he is what i know hard work means and dedication and compassion.

look those up in the dictionary and you'll see it (:


if only life was this easy too. so many people change, but you can't really control there's a reason why they aren't in your life
RIGHT NOW
(:

until then,

mags(:

P.S i think im going to make it and be a SENIOR <3

FAILED


more and more these days, i feel like a FAILED daughter, my father believes that i dont do anything for my family by being grateful and he believes i don't listen to him but i listen to the rest of the people surrounding me, however

thats very much wrong.

my dad doesnt realize he's my inspiration and that i am grateful, i truly am. I don't know any other parent who would drive one way ONE HOUR AND HALF to go to school as well as taking me to rehearsals.

i wish i can better a better daughter and show him that
when my father is dissappointed its far worse than his daily yelling.

i pray God is taking care of him.

always,
mags

Sunday, August 1, 2010


however, i just wanted to vertify, i have to make up these courses becase i was seriously ill in the hostpial with a worse case scenerio that i wasnt able to return to school :(

wish me luck and pray is all i can ask.

thank you plently,

mags(:

Today is the 1st day of my journey of INTENSE and INSANE online course marathon!

i have 20 days to finish 120 assignments, if i don't finish, i don't continue to be a SENIOR but REPEAT junior, no thank you.

it's so much work doing 2nd semester stuff that i wasnt even in class for and i have to teach myself everything. im taking u.s history, spanish 3, algebra 2 and english 3 all second semester...

okay, i better go before i let myself drift away with my thoughts on this..

until then,

always,

mags(: