Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Always in my Mind


So i was listening to the radio hoping that i could find some music that will help me continue these classes. however, i dont like my generations music so i went through my CD's and found my IDDLYWILD CD (: i was so excited i put it in and a Flood of memories came in.

i had the blessed opportunity to work the bill schlitt and robin sharp (:


they are truly amazingggggggg guys, and have such patience with a girl who had always had trouble learning music at times.
they were always readyy to lend a hand at any moment, im so blesssed i took private lessons with bill for a while and got to work with robin at iddlywild.



Robin was there really for me the most when i had to go through my emotional trials. my piano teacher of 10 years was in her final days and i couldn't help but not think of her. Robin was there saying that she would be proud of me for taking my music as far as im taking it and even prouder when i grow stronger and musically stronger. He was there for me late into the late helping me get my bongo or Timpani part down after listening to the recording over and over and overr until i got it. On the day of the performance he gave me the "i love you" hand sign and i was motivated. i said this is it, this is what ive been working for Rita and as a result for Robin as well. He grew to be a very fond friend of mine that i'll never forget in my entire life. When i called him up that my teacher Rita Kostabi had passed away he was there supportig me and encouraging me keeping my head up high for the world hasn't stopped. I called him up with i was going through my major depression due to the medical illness i have and he was there worrying about me, i've never loved and had such compassion for a instructor and friend that was there for me music and personal wise. He isn't just a instructor, but a friend that I will always keep in the back of my mind when i am playing that Timpani part or any percussion part.
Thank you Robin Sharp for EVERYTHING. literally. (:

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Working Slowly


This thing is making me feel life is slower..too slowly.

i dont like it at all, no sir not at all

always,
mags

Monday, August 2, 2010

Sorry


My dad said sorry, i was just in the wrong place at the wrong time.

i really love my father <3 he is what i know hard work means and dedication and compassion.

look those up in the dictionary and you'll see it (:


if only life was this easy too. so many people change, but you can't really control there's a reason why they aren't in your life
RIGHT NOW
(:

until then,

mags(:

P.S i think im going to make it and be a SENIOR <3

FAILED


more and more these days, i feel like a FAILED daughter, my father believes that i dont do anything for my family by being grateful and he believes i don't listen to him but i listen to the rest of the people surrounding me, however

thats very much wrong.

my dad doesnt realize he's my inspiration and that i am grateful, i truly am. I don't know any other parent who would drive one way ONE HOUR AND HALF to go to school as well as taking me to rehearsals.

i wish i can better a better daughter and show him that
when my father is dissappointed its far worse than his daily yelling.

i pray God is taking care of him.

always,
mags

Sunday, August 1, 2010


however, i just wanted to vertify, i have to make up these courses becase i was seriously ill in the hostpial with a worse case scenerio that i wasnt able to return to school :(

wish me luck and pray is all i can ask.

thank you plently,

mags(:

Today is the 1st day of my journey of INTENSE and INSANE online course marathon!

i have 20 days to finish 120 assignments, if i don't finish, i don't continue to be a SENIOR but REPEAT junior, no thank you.

it's so much work doing 2nd semester stuff that i wasnt even in class for and i have to teach myself everything. im taking u.s history, spanish 3, algebra 2 and english 3 all second semester...

okay, i better go before i let myself drift away with my thoughts on this..

until then,

always,

mags(:

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

The Notes In Between

Some will ask, well WHO ARE YOU?

I'm a musician who is determined to share the gift of music God has blessed with me to inpire, impact, and influence the people who are in my life to the one's He's planning to put in my life. In ALL i do from my classical percussion music to my body, to my personality, to my life. He gave his Son to die for OUR sins so me and YOU can go to heaven the LEAST we can do is LIVE for Him.



Matthew 19:26"With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible."
LEARN TO LOVE IT<3DON'T HATE!APPRECIATE!

Well, what kind of musician are you exactly? I'm a classical musician, but a classical PERCUSSIONIST and pianist. I will major in Music Performance under classical percussion. However, I'm no ordinary musician I'm a musician who is Mexican and proud of it. In this industry the majority is male caucasian/asian and not so far off caucasian/asian women. I ask you a question, how many full blood mexicans in an orchestra? How many FEMALE mexicans? Not very many to none at all. I want to change that stereotype. I am a mexican female percussionist who wants to show that us mexican female musicians can ACCOMPLISH anything just as well as the caucasian man can. Trust me I respect other musicians no MATTER what ethnicity they are, I just see that in this industry from being on the music journey I am riding.



I have been very blessed with the opportunites I have had in my life thus far.
I am part of the Pacific Symphony Youth Orchestra for the second season 2009-2010 season to the 2010-2011. I have been part of the Pacific Symphony Wind Ensemble 2008-2009 and I'm a Pacific Symphony Santiago Strings Standing Guest Perucussionits. I have also had a guest percussionist opportunity for Pacific's Symphony Story Time. As well, while we, the pacific symphony youth orchestra, were preparing Stravinsky's Firebird, We had a master clinic with Carl St. Clair on his 20th season with the Pacific Symphony. Through every concert we have played at the Orange County Performing Arts Center also known as the Renee and Henry Segrestrom Hall.
I have been in the Claremont Youth Musicians Orchestra for 2008-2009 Season and we played in the Walt Disney Concert Hall. I was also in the Claremont Youth Musicians Intermezzo Orchestra. We've played in Bridges Hall as well.
I have played in the All- Southern Youth Orchestra for 2007-2007 Season (Alternate) 2007-2008 Youth Orchestra, 2008-2009 Youth Orchestra Principal Percussionist. All State Symphonic Band on the 50th Anniversary.
At the age of 13 I was fortunate and blessed to perform at Carnegie Hall in 2006. That same year I had a clinic with Harvard Masterclass with the Music Department.
The next year I had performed in Chicago's Hertiage Festival and won 1st place with my percussion Ensemble and 2nd with my Wind Ensemble.
Not only orchestras have I been to, but I have been to Idllywild Music Academy Summer Program. I was in the Symphony Orchestra and Guest Percussionist for the Symphonic Band in the Summer of 2008.
I was part of the Academy of Business Leadership and was on a team to build our own product, create a business plan and present it to real investors. Our product was an alarm- clock pillow where the alarm was within the pillow radiation free, rechargable batteries, eco-friendly material of hemp, remote control to control vibrations and sound volume. and at $19.99. The alarm clock had the ability to have a traditional sound to wake up to, but as well had the ability to plug in your mp3 player to play any of your songs to wake up to. Our product was a success and won 3rd place of the site of Cal State Fullerton. During the program there included a talent show and I participated. It was also a success I had won the instrumental music part of the show playing Yellow After The Rain by Mitchell Peters. On graduation day with all the black gowns watching and 1200 people watching I had played my solo for the Academy of Business Leadership.




I attended Diamond Bar High School for my freshmen year and sophmore year and was involved in the Thundering Herd Marching Band playing Pit, DBHS Drumline, and the Performing Arts Academy.
However, I wanted to broadan my dream even further. I decided to transfer schools to Orange County High School of the Arts. I study Instrumental Music under Percussion and was Principal Percussionists for the Wind Ensemble and was involved in the Symphony Orchestra. I was there for half a semester before I was seriously ill in the hospital twice and missed so much school that I coulnd't go back. I now am taking online courses to make up credit and not repeat another year and continue on to be a SENIOR at last.

I have been extremely blessed to tour with the Pacific Symphony Youth Orchestra to BULGARIA! we will be touring June 2011. Stick around for the details and journeys of that (;

Naturally, you think I am a classical fanatic, haha i probably am but do hear me out that I am a person who wants YOU happy. I am a person you can tell your secrets to and my mouth will tell no one. I am person who believes EVERYONE has a talent we just must find it. I'm a person who is very sociable and someone you can be open to.

On the side, I and with the partnership of my Father I want to make a Non-Profit Organization called "Music for Humanity" Stick around so when I have my offical Mission Statement I will post it up.

Not only that, but I wish to be a MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKER. I love to help people and take off my own jacket so someone else maybe be warm. Sometimes I try too hard to help people when they have no compassionate within them to let out. However, I feel for people daily, watching people that are sad and I just want to help them in any way I can. I do enjoy talking and maybe instead of just talking i could change people's lives through talking.

I WANT to change people's lives.

Now I STILL continue my music, and I'm not done yet. And all I will do is GLORIFY God is everything I have done.

"It's not about the destination, but about the journey"

Until next time,

Mags(:

Millions To Few

As I write this, there are millions of things running through my mind. One may ask why then don't you get rid of them by talking to someone about. Sure, I can do that, but there is always a part of me I will not share with others. Not that it's bad, but I just need to keep that part of myself. I'm creating myself and I'm happy the way I'm going write now. I am getting closer to my God, my Savior. He has been teaching me so many things this summer for example:

Being Humble for He has given me the Gift of Music and give Him the glory.

~Honor Him with my body
~Be patient and He will provide
~Learn to be open with your ears more than your mouth
~Accept who you are physically, God made you perfect in His eyes. Be blessed and grateful.



I was thinking how I notice I say i HATE things and actions, but you know what I'm learning that I thought of


LEARN TO LOVE IT!

well, until I get a little break from classes

love plenty,
maggie(: going on mags(: